I know! There have been a couple times where Iβm like βthat guy has no right being that pretty?β and then Iβm like, waitaminute... is this like, noticing a guy is pretty or like, Iβm attracted to him heβs pretty?
And have you seen Ren without his glasses? He falls in that first category.
It's not that it's a big difference, it's more like... the glasses feel like he's hiding a part of himself. So when he took them off, it just seemed... I dunno, like I was finally seeing his true self.
[ and his true self happened to be pretty damn fine and it wasn't fair. ]
Guess it had a lot more impact on me than I realized. I'm glad it wasn't just the moons either.
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And have you seen Ren without his glasses? He falls in that first category.
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That's exactly it! Is it like, I'm just impressed, or do I wanna be like her, or do I wanna date her??? It's so confusing!
[ Sigh. ]
Is he? I've seen him During Cordis, but not his normal self without glasses. Is it that big a difference?
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[ and his true self happened to be pretty damn fine and it wasn't fair. ]
Guess it had a lot more impact on me than I realized. I'm glad it wasn't just the moons either.
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[ He's so cute just normally. ]
Me too. Definitely better that it wasn't just the moons.
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[ Not like he really needs them, but that's not his story to tell. ]
So, what're you gonna do now? Kanji asked me that once and I still don't really know the answer.
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[ She sighs and puts her chin in both hands. ]
I don't know either. See what comes, I guess? Kind of intimidating that I now have twice the number of people who, you know...