[There's the '...' of typing in reply almost immediately... but then no actual reply. The dots go away almost immediately.
There's probably at least an hour before he does get a reply during which she certainly does not flail at Hifumi oh wait yes she does please thank Hifumi for whatever coherency this will have.
When he does get a reply it's three messages right on top of each other.]
Of course I'm sorry about what I said on the beach!!! I said the worst thing I could to you of course I'm sorry!!! And before that I hurt you to make myself feel less terrible when you didn't deserve it!!!
But you said you didn't want me to apologize unless I explained and then when I explained you said I wasn't apologizing so I'm not sure what you want from me???
I told you the stuff about the doctor and my brain and bad patterns because I don't want to do that stuff again and knowing what I'm doing is the first step to learning how not to do it???
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Date: 2019-10-26 09:07 am (UTC)There's probably at least an hour before he does get a reply
during which she certainly does not flail at Hifumi oh wait yes she does please thank Hifumi for whatever coherency this will have.When he does get a reply it's three messages right on top of each other.]
Of course I'm sorry about what I said on the beach!!! I said the worst thing I could to you of course I'm sorry!!! And before that I hurt you to make myself feel less terrible when you didn't deserve it!!!
But you said you didn't want me to apologize unless I explained and then when I explained you said I wasn't apologizing so I'm not sure what you want from me???
I told you the stuff about the doctor and my brain and bad patterns because I don't want to do that stuff again and knowing what I'm doing is the first step to learning how not to do it???
[And that's it.]