[Rise sighs, deflating a little from her earlier elation.]
No, I didn't. I got... caught up in a lot of things and tried really hard to pretend I wasn't that kind of girl, or whatever... I'm sorry, Yosuke-senpai.
[It's complicated.] I did know, at first, I just... I assumed it was because I was Risette, and then by the time that wasn't a reason anymore...
[She'd dug her own grave. But that's not the only important thing happening, here, and not the only thing that's leaving her disappointed. She meets Yosuke's eyes, and bites the inside of her cheek.]
Right. Okay. That's fair.
[It's fair, but it really sucks. There's a lot to unpack there, for her. Not the least of which being the thought that he's implying he would potentially be serious about me. Which Rise can't even begin to handle, right now.]
I don't really know what I want, yet. I want the chance to know for sure what I do what? And not just what I was told to want. I guess I don't really want anything serious yet, either.
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Date: 2019-09-11 02:34 am (UTC)No, I didn't. I got... caught up in a lot of things and tried really hard to pretend I wasn't that kind of girl, or whatever... I'm sorry, Yosuke-senpai.
[It's complicated.] I did know, at first, I just... I assumed it was because I was Risette, and then by the time that wasn't a reason anymore...
[She'd dug her own grave. But that's not the only important thing happening, here, and not the only thing that's leaving her disappointed. She meets Yosuke's eyes, and bites the inside of her cheek.]
Right. Okay. That's fair.
[It's fair, but it really sucks. There's a lot to unpack there, for her. Not the least of which being the thought that he's implying he would potentially be serious about me. Which Rise can't even begin to handle, right now.]
I don't really know what I want, yet. I want the chance to know for sure what I do what? And not just what I was told to want. I guess I don't really want anything serious yet, either.